I have been in a state of chaos these last few days. So much has happened - tears, joys, confessions, confusion, heartbreak, tears again....(and not in that order). I felt like I've been put into a front-loading washing machine, and then wrung, and then put into a tumble-dryer. The same goes to my emotions.
Anyway, I've taken a leave; and added to the holidays for Pahang, I get to stay in KL for about 5 days. A much-needed break from it all. But I think I can still feel the effects of that particular week have on me. I feel numb, I feel like I've lost my power of speech, my power of writing. God help me...
A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
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