Monday, October 17, 2011

PUTRA - cinta kain putih


Currently on SuriaFM online. Terus rasa kusut dan jiwang. Why la semua lagu-lagu yang mendatangkan nostalgia ni?

Cerita sedih

Berita sedih dari kebun hari ini :(. Sekor anak kerbau mati terlilit, tercekik agaknya. Mak cerita orang tengah nak korek tanah & tanam anak kerbau. Hati sedih bertambah hiba pulak; terus kata kat mak nak telefon kemudian. Mana tau ternangis pulak nanti. Sambung perjalanan di tepi sungai, diiringi itik dan angsa yang mengharap sedikit habuan.

Sungai Soar

Itik tunggu makanan

Sunday, October 09, 2011

Distraction

I need distraction. Something to take me away from thinking about all the could-haves, should-haves, what-ifs and, most importantly, him.

And there are only so much you can do to distract yourself. Sooner or later the thoughts will come back, and you will have to go through the process of understanding the concept of fate and destiny again.

I just want him to know that I am not running away. I was just too slow to understand his need to be alone; even now I could not understand it fully. And now I am staying away, and praying that somehow, at some point in the future, our lives will cross each other, and even, if i dare to hope, entwine.